Wednesday, February 24, 2010

21 day Treasure Hunt

I decided to do an experiment in the month of February. I would spend the next 21 days seeking God for words of knowledge for people I would see or meet the following day and then I would step out and talk, pray and minister to them. The results were so amazing . God showed up even from day 1. I grew so much from this experience.

I will now share my experiences day by day.

Where I am coming from Part 3

Healing Breakthrough

In June of 2009, a random Google search got me unto the Christian Healing Forum. There I watched the entire training seminar by Dr. Roger Sapp. I learned about Todd White and the God Squad Show, I watched The Power and Love School of Power Evangelism. I got reacquainted with Curry Blake's Divine Healing Technician Seminar. I was so caught up with Healing and miracles. I spent time watching and reading and listening and learning. So there was a lot of education and re-education.

But It didn't end there. While on the forum I saw other people just like me stepping out and seeing healing happen too. I started to think, if they can do it, why can't I? I realised that I didn't have to be a superstar, someone special or a great holy man of God for God to use me. He could use little old me. And He did. I started stepping out little by little and God honored my faith. He healed people even while I was still doubting.

I knew it wasn't me. It was all God and it was never about me getting prepared or proving myself to God. He was able to use me in the midst of my sin, my mistakes and my imperfection. GOd is able.

I give all the Glory to God. He is so faithful.

Amen

Where I am coming from Part 2

I wish I could say that I moved powerfully in healing from this time forward. However, Unfortunately after this point I still struggled horribly with unbelief and didn't pray for or see much healing.

A few years later I was a part of an online course on the healing ministry and as part of our home work we had to pray for someone. An online friend told me she had a headache and I prayed for her on Instant Messenger and she was healed. I think I may have prayed for 2-3 more people that year with headaches and they were healed too.
there was a young lady who was a part of my youth fellowship who had headaches too but I never prayed for her. She later died , even though I and several others were interceding for her. That broke me too. On the bright side before she died her eyes got healed.

I still longed and desired to move in healing but I struggled with the wrong mindsets. I thought I had to be perfect and free from sin and that I had to fast and pray my way to power. I thought it was my own efforts and my own righteousness that would allow God to use me and that I had to clean up myself first before God could consider me worthy and use me in power. This mindset continue for many years into my so called dark ages.

Stay tuned for Part 3 : The Healing breakthrough