Today's as ye Go

Today was a very challenging day spiritually/ emotionally.

I was being attacked in my emotions and in my spirit and was practically immobilized and not a happy camper.

I went on a walk during lunch today and someone gave me a tale of woe , which I knew God could reach into and solve in a minute, but i was so overwhelmed with my own stuff plus lies and doubts that I was unable to minister to him. So we both walked away defeated. Bummer.

So it wasnt a good day at work, but that's not how the day ended. There was more.

So I went to a restaurant and while I was dining a gentleman walked by but He was walking differently. This was not a word of knowledge but mere observation(i think). I believe that I could see something different in his walk that would indicate a problem. Maybe it was a word of knowledge I don't know. Anyways I ran after him, tracked him down and started talking to him.

He told me that he was not in pain but that one leg was shorter than the other as a result of a childhood motor vehicle accident. My whole intention was to minister to him especially if he was in pain etc and command the leg to grow out and stuff. But it wasn't an issue for him, didn't bother him and he was happy with how it was currently. So he wasn't taking my bait. So the tactics had to change.

He asked me why i was asking,if i was a doctor or wanted to sell some cure/ product I kinda sidestepped the issue. I should have told him that God loves Him and brought his leg to my attention and If he wanted, I believed God could heal him. But I got afraid as He was a Jehovah's Witness and I didn't want a long drawn out debate on the supernatural.

Guess what happened next?

Even tho I never said it, We did have a lengthy discussion about miracles and the kingdom of God and the Holy Spirit.

LOL.

Who says God has no sense of humor. So I got it anyways and it wasn't bad. So no more fear anymore. no more fear of man. Just total boldness.

While waiting on a bus, a deaf mute came begging. I gave him an offering and told him i wanted to pray for him but he just walked away. Next time I'll just lay on hands anyway. LOL.

Fill and Spill on the Streets

I have been doing a bit of reading, thinking and action on the principle of prophetic evangelism really.

I did the 21 day treasure hunt last month, of which I'll post the testimonies here at a later date.

I've taken on another assignment, that of a 30 day challenge of being a facebook evangelist.

I did one week of it and stopped for a week, I will continue for the month and post my results as well.

I re-read Power evangelism by John Wimber and read Prophetic Fishing by Jean Krisle Blasi.

These experiences along with those experienced on a recent missions trip have inspired me to see God move and use me on a daily basis to advance his Kingdom in a variety of ways.

Its not limited to just the prophetic and healing, but includes mercy ministry, one to one evangelism, contending for the gospel, apologetics etc. Whatever God needs me to be or do at that time, I will do it.

Its absolutely amazing seeing God step into everyday life and transforming the lives of others.

Like Todd White said, Christianity is a full contact Sport, Get in the game!!

21 day Treasure Hunt

I decided to do an experiment in the month of February. I would spend the next 21 days seeking God for words of knowledge for people I would see or meet the following day and then I would step out and talk, pray and minister to them. The results were so amazing . God showed up even from day 1. I grew so much from this experience.

I will now share my experiences day by day.

Where I am coming from Part 3

Healing Breakthrough

In June of 2009, a random Google search got me unto the Christian Healing Forum. There I watched the entire training seminar by Dr. Roger Sapp. I learned about Todd White and the God Squad Show, I watched The Power and Love School of Power Evangelism. I got reacquainted with Curry Blake's Divine Healing Technician Seminar. I was so caught up with Healing and miracles. I spent time watching and reading and listening and learning. So there was a lot of education and re-education.

But It didn't end there. While on the forum I saw other people just like me stepping out and seeing healing happen too. I started to think, if they can do it, why can't I? I realised that I didn't have to be a superstar, someone special or a great holy man of God for God to use me. He could use little old me. And He did. I started stepping out little by little and God honored my faith. He healed people even while I was still doubting.

I knew it wasn't me. It was all God and it was never about me getting prepared or proving myself to God. He was able to use me in the midst of my sin, my mistakes and my imperfection. GOd is able.

I give all the Glory to God. He is so faithful.

Amen

Where I am coming from Part 2

I wish I could say that I moved powerfully in healing from this time forward. However, Unfortunately after this point I still struggled horribly with unbelief and didn't pray for or see much healing.

A few years later I was a part of an online course on the healing ministry and as part of our home work we had to pray for someone. An online friend told me she had a headache and I prayed for her on Instant Messenger and she was healed. I think I may have prayed for 2-3 more people that year with headaches and they were healed too.
there was a young lady who was a part of my youth fellowship who had headaches too but I never prayed for her. She later died , even though I and several others were interceding for her. That broke me too. On the bright side before she died her eyes got healed.

I still longed and desired to move in healing but I struggled with the wrong mindsets. I thought I had to be perfect and free from sin and that I had to fast and pray my way to power. I thought it was my own efforts and my own righteousness that would allow God to use me and that I had to clean up myself first before God could consider me worthy and use me in power. This mindset continue for many years into my so called dark ages.

Stay tuned for Part 3 : The Healing breakthrough

Where I'm coming from

How did this all start?

What was my journey like?

Where am I coming from?

I can remember as a child feeling a profound emptiness in my heart, but I knew not why. I seemingly had all a child of 5 would want. Loving parents, good friends, toys a sister, good grades in school etc. But something was missing. I now know what or Who I was missing. It was Jesus.

Growing up I had a few friends and family members who were sick and near to death. I cried out to God, I prayed, fasted, made deals with God. Still they died. At the time I was upset with God and turned away from Him. I blamed him for not answering or hearing my prayer. Little did I know.But a seed was planted even from a very young age that God heals.

I can remember instances in the last 10 years when I prayed for people and while there was power and his presence, thee still was no healing. There was a neighbour of mine who had cancer, who later died. A sweet woman.

I just didn't know then yet how to walk in healing or how to manifest the healing power of God.

I can remember a mentor I had who moved in healing. He had a toothache once and refused to see a dentist believing God would heal Him. I thought He was a fanatic an extremist. Little did I know that I would follow him , going and doing likewise.

I can remember as a teenager, hearing the gospel for the first time and how the word of God in 1 Cor. 12 leaped off the page into my heart.

I can remember more than years ago, full of zeal visiting the hospitals with a church ministry. We were sharing our faith with the sick there and praying for them.
There was a girl there who was very ill, had sores and could not walk. I gave her my copy of Christ the Healer. I went back the next week and she was discharged and walking. A Miracle . Yes. But to God be the glory. I had nothing to do with it. Healing was a mystery then.

More to come in Part II

December 12, 2009 - An Extraordinary Day

I am seeing an increase of miracles, signs and wonders and the influence of the Holy Spirit in My Life.

I am now dreaming more and recording and interpreting my dreams. I am getting more visions, night visions, and Audtions (hearing messages).

I got two auditions/ visions while sleeping this morning. This so excites me. I really look forward to sleeping now, just so I can hear what God has to say to me next.

I was approached by 2 persons who needed money and I was able to bless them, even though I was in need myself.

I went to a mens breakfast and was worried the whole morning how I would be able to afford it. I felt the Holy Spirit telling me to just relax and HE would take care of it. Just Trust Him. So I did, a bit lol. Anyways as it turned out it was not a fixed contribution but a freewill one, so I gave what I could and I was so free.

I prayed for a guy with arthritis and pain in his knee and he was healed.

I just happened to be in the right place at the right time and averted a disaster with a mad man that could have resulted in his death or serious harm and injury to him self or others.

WOW!!

What an awesome God filled Day. More Lord!!! Thank You Jesus.